Here I am staring at the screen again. I had some really good thoughts earlier but was distracted for a little bit and lost my train of thought.
Going through life so many things, or should I say remembrances, just pop up about my folks and Jay. This morning was such a time. As I was shaving I remembered how Jay hated shaving. He just wouldn’t do it unless you stood over him. A silly thing I know but it was an overwhelming memory. Not to tears as it would have been a year ago, but overwhelming nonetheless.Having a high functioning sepal needs adult is not easy.
One of his friends posted a video of her tricking Jay with a water bottle. We got to hear his laugh and his speaking voice. I was hard for a few minutes. Most memories but not his last 18 days. Those were the the hardest days of our life.
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